Today is the second to last day of 2020 (at least here on Guam it is). Guam
is 16 hours ahead of Chicago time (15 hours in summer). It is really weird
when I fly from Guam to Hawaii, because I literally arrive in Hawaii the day
before I left Guam! That is, if I leave Guam on Saturday morning, I will
arrive in Honolulu Friday night! That is so strange. It's a time zone thing.
I have been doing a lot of research on different cities and places to move in the United States. I was surprised to learn that there are 19,475 cities and towns in the U.S. About 75% of those places have less than 5,000 people. I thank God that I am free to choose where to move. I wish I could say my choice has been easy, but it hasn't. No matter where I move, I've been in love with the young girl across the street since 2017. She won't even wave at me anymore. I figure four years is long enough to be ignored before I take a hint. It will be good for me to move, the sooner the better, Lord willing. I am so lonely without a wife. The men I know who live alone aren't doing very well, and neither am I. But as Pastor Danny Castle said: “It's better to wait long than marry wrong.” Women today are so screwed up mentally, it's horrible. There's nothing as ugly to me as a woman with tattoos. The only thing worse is a woman who never smiles.
When I was in Pensacola, visiting for a couple weeks in 2018, I signed up for the YMCA and used their steam room. I loved it so much! I got hit by a church bus in 1992, which messed up my neck. In 2004 I fell at work, which made me worse. Then I underwent two major neck surgeries, which screwed me up even more in 2010. Besides the chronic neck pain in back on my neck, I feel burning all the time in my nervous system. It makes me irritable. I have little patience. It's kind of like the elephant with the thorn stuck in his foot. I haven't found a mouse yet to pull the thorn out...lol. people don't understand, nor have any patience with me, and it's just a burn I have to survive with.
